
I just noticed, that everything around you, doesn't stay the same forever.
yeah, i know, common sense, duh, everything changes..
but it's hard to change, some people even to tend to cling to somethings forever...
but we all know we'll change someday...
we have to.
cause... what lives, will die..
purpose is given, even if it is in a vague concept.
so if you're feeling down right now, don't worry, you'll feel better soon. 
but I'm also not saying that if you're feeling good right now, you'll feel bad later. ( no no no =| )
it's just that we humans have the choice if we want to feel good or bad,
even if we don't know the result of some things that we do, if they are good or bad.
still, it's what we do in life that affects us.
but it's up to us to move on or give up.
change is constant, this is proven..
believe in what made you, and never look ahead to what's in front of you..
for each day has enough worries of their own..
ang gabi ay unti-unting lumulubog na kanyang ikamamatay na magdudulot ng panibagong araw.
Once in space.
there was an object heatened with
comets and rocks in space that it became a mettalic substance
that's harder than adamantum.
and soon it crashed on earth....
and was found by a... uhhh.. aa..
to be Continued. =D
i can't help but to fall into agony
this life without you I can't stand
your eyes bring me enchantment
it's true, that i'm nothing w/out u.
All of this is coming from the heart
not a false beat will be heard from it.
but now...
i cannot withstad the pain.
everything seems... nothing w/out u.
so. that's why im becoming a poet
here for you. Cause i can't find
a thing i can do to unleash this sorrow and sadness of mine..
but it sucks. what am i typing now
seems to be so emo. haha.
i don't want to be like that..
but.. being lonely... is...
unbearable.
truly...
PAInful...
but still hoping.
that a small ray of light might
come... so.. ray of light.
please come on no
well.. ahh.. hmm..
I just woke up from a nap..
Before the nap, I just came back from the Alumni Homecoming
of the Grade 6. I had a great time there.
Twas' really interesting that they allowed me to come.
(I'm not an alumni)
Or i guess there were really no restrictions.
It was really fun there.. I liked the food.. hmmm ^_^
we got the chance to play but....
It didn't end up the way I wanted to be..
It was really NOT awesome. I was saddened by the outcome.
so I wanted to play another song.
But the stupid amplifier won't work. so....
( that time i wanted to throw that amplifier because i was So
pissed off, but I can't cause it's school property.)
It really sucked for me...
I cant do anything that moment.
They were like, limiting me so much..
At the end. I said to myself. "Why not focus for another thing."
Like giving Claudine my gift and like, chatting.....
but.... was neither given the chance.
My classmates were... hmm.. they were..
wooting us and stuff.. I really hated it...
Very Much....
That moment I just wanted to get home,
and just get back another time.
But I can't. so..
I just did was, lend her the gift then.
Well, took off.
I just went to the court with some friends.
shot some hoops to forget what was my emotions earlier..
After that.. we all just went home.
I saw Claudine again but.. haha,
again, I can't move..
So in that time. I felt like a,
Statue, Pretty much.. hehe..
Then when we "really" went home..
I took a nap.
then repeating all the process that I wrote.
Till here that I'm blogging.
hmm... So practically.
These were the major things that happened to me today.
Nothing really great happened. And it didn't turn to be of my
Expectancy. But I did get to see Claudine so I guess it was worth
going there.
So I guess that's Life.
Day's wont always turn out the way you want it to be.
As they say, Expect the Unexpected. (wow, what an old saying~)
It's really hard to let love in and tension to get out.
considering your environment.
It would really prove to be
a miracle for Love to bloom in that kind of way.
So... till then.. I think I won't be blogging..
until something good happens.
So i think i won't be blogging for a long time ^_^
Exit-
rocket summer tunes [ MUSIC ]
filled w/ tireless agony [ MOOD ]